Thursday, April 01, 2004

pinch me

or better yet, punch me!
i need help!!
i know i brought all this upon myself.. but this is getting way out of my hands!!
*scream*

if things aren't so.......
if i'm not so........ i'd just....... !!
i wish........... but seems like it's all i can do!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

yeah, that depression is coming back to me now.
now i remember how it feels.
i can't believe myself for being too carried away over this..

i don't need someone who's gonna tell me, 'i told you so,'
i really don't need that right now.
especially right at this moment.. when every single thing that has been said to me is repeating in my head.
i really don't need this.


i am so tired of running around in circles.. but i just do. no matter how far i tried to run.. i keep coming back to the place where i started. i am freakin' tired!!
so help me God..

in conclusion.. i may scream inside here for help.. but outside, please don't mention anything about it.. at least not in front of me. my hope has receded into a pea.
not so thrilled about anything or anyone any longer.
unless a miracle happen.. i think i'm gonna let my story unfinished.

Come Undone by Duran Duran

Mine immaculate dream
Made breath and skin
I've been waiting for you

Signed with a home tattoo
Happy birthday to you
Was created for ya

Can't ever keep from falling apart, at the seams
Can't I believe you're taking my heart, to pieces

Oh, it'll take a little time
Might take a little crime
To come undone now

We'll try, to stay blind
To the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder
Than the wind and blow me in to cry

Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone
Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone

Words playing me déjà-vu
Like a radio tune
I swear I've heard before

Chills is it something real
Or the magic I'm feeding
Off your fingers

Can't ever keep from falling apart, at the seams
Can't I believe you're taking my heart, to pieces

Lost in a snow filled sky
We'll make it alright
To come undone now

We'll try, to stay blind
To the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder
Than the wind and blow me in to cry

Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone
Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone
Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone
(Can't ever keep from falling apart)
Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone
When you come undone (can't ever keep from falling apart)
Who do you need
Who do you love (can't ever keep from falling apart)
Who do you need
Who do you love, when you come undone
(can't ever keep from falling apart)


now if you'll excuse me.. i have some major outburst to tend.

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