"I hear bowling is more fun than stalking"

Funny line.
Meant to share this thought yesterday but I was too pissed to write about anything pleasant. T'was a line by Wilson in one of the new episodes I just downloaded! woohoo! Can't believe I was "busy" enough that I had to catch two episodes at one time. heeheee.
Need To Know must be one of my favourite episodes yet!

Today at work.... *daydreams blissfully*
Now that I'm in a much better mood, I feel like typing out what I've lost the other day. So here it is, it was something I wrote down on a scrap of paper while I was at work that very day.

New List of Things To STOP
1. day dreaming about talking to the guy.
2. rehearsing the things I wish to speak to him about.
3. glance towards the cashier where I'd usually see him walking past.
4. stare at the staircase everytime I heard footsteps coming down from the mezzanine floor - and still do when I've seen him leave for the day.
5. crane my neck over the crowd everytime I see someone in a black tee.
6. get slightly jealous when I see him being so friendly to the girls at the cashier.
7. get slightly more jealous when I see him being so friendly to Yana - 'cause he's known her longer.. and possibly better.
8. make silly faces or act as if I hadn't seen him when it's pretty obvious that I've seen him coming from metres away - 'cause then he'd return a silly face back at me.
9. speak ever so loudly near the huge window in hope that he'd look down and see little 'ole me.. simply trying to grab his attention.
10. make stupid lists like this, that would only show my silliness and vanity to the world. Also my distinct keenness to petty things.
(but dear me.. I simply LOVE making lists I won't follow!)

*sigh* Need to get it over with! Will ask the guy his zodiac sign the next time I get the chance to talk to him. Would've asked him today if I hadn't teased him about meeting my dad earlier. (we bumped into each other while I was heading towards Papa who came by to do some errands.. was it errands? Not sure if he thought they were errands.)
Anyways, I thought the guy has some certain features that is on a particular zodiac sign, so I'd love to have guessed it right.

By the way! Revision on the definition of a Malay good looking; it's someone who looks purely Malay, really brown, dark eyes, dark hair.. and sweet! Not in the way he carries himself as "sweet", it is as the Malay translation goes.. manis. heehee!
I think I've really known only two Malay good lookies. Sad saaad world. hihi! I don't think most of my friends look too much like a real Malay either.

Oh right, I'm officially letting you all know that I'm quitting my job in Kinokuniya by the end of this month. In fact, my last day at work will be this coming Monday! So if there has been any feeling or thought about 'visiting' me at work, now would be the time. I'll be the one fooling about and getting clueless every so often in these remaining weekdays. We could all watch the view outside from the huge window and speak as loud as we could so Wan would look down and hush at us. heehee.
(err.. yeah, Wan would be the real nickname (is it possible?) of the guy. How cute can we get? Wan and Wanie!!)
BWAHHAHAHHA!!!
I make myself puke, too.

All right, that's all for now. Feel like getting sentimental and write my journal.. nothing beats the feeling of scratching the pen on a clear, crisp paper.

Couldn't stop singing this song while I was at work today. geez! It's stuck now.
Pretty Baby by Vanessa Carlton

You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby, don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh, just the scent of you, it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

Pretty baby, don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin'

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me, it is me that you own
Pretty baby, oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again, oh pretty baby

Pretty baby, don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round

Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Oh pretty baby, my pretty baby, my pretty baby
Don't you leave me