May I just say.. that tonight's entry wasn't meant to be written in such a sour note. I was honestly fine.. I was mentally stable.. emotionally fine -- until the Boyfie called.
And it wasn't even anything that he said that'd ticked me off!
It was the bloody damn connection that had just.. frustrated me so.. SO much.
You know.. this distance thing.. it makes every second spent precious. Even if all we ever did was talk, I'm taking what ever I can get.
But the stupid connection had hindered us from talking normally. I kept having to ask him to repeat what he'd just said and he would.. but even if he did.. his voice kept breaking out and I would have to ask him to repeat the same thing all over again.
It's FRUSTRATING!!!!
It's sad..
It's upsetting.. honestly.
I have no other word for it but upsetting.
It upsets me to be so irked by something and having no particular person to blame for it.
Anyway, first Ramadhan was fine..
Mama, Papa and Dida came for a visit. Actually made me feel a bit terrible for the first few hours but after a while I relaxed a bit. Found something to laugh about with everyone, I should be thankful for that.
But pshh.. I'm in such a foul mood right now. I'll write a better entry once I get over my frustration.
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