Naturally, being the pathetic girlfriend that I am, I've been teary everytime I am left all alone.
I can't help it. It comes and goes in waves. It's only been one day and my insides just aches. He left me with a lump in my throat and a hole in my chest.
Seriously, how did I get this whiny and clingy?
Maybe because he'd only been back three weeks and I've been away on trips.. I find myself feeling blessed for getting sick when I did because I was supposed to be in Male yesterday but was given a medical leave so I was able to step down from my flight.
At least I was able to send him off at the airport.
It has only been one day and I am miserable. And thinking how long this time he'll be away is making me all teary again!
I am in pain and there is no other way of saying it..