Thursday, September 03, 2009

Rhetoric.

Am I not worth the fight?

oh sigh.
I need to write a long letter. Probably when I'm on my 5-days work/trip in Sabah. (Basically for the 5 days I'll be based in KK and fly around.. sleep in a hotel instead of coming back home.)

Been moody these past few days.
DD's been making me crazy.. but not in the good kind. Being moody just doesn't help, honestly. Certain moments I feel like I'm going further and further away to a point where it seems like I might end up alone and bitter when I'm old.
ughh. I really should get a start on that letter.

Focusing on the good now;
the other day I came home to a quest from DD who'd left a note for me to find a red box in my room. (It wasn't hard.) I found the box, and in it was a RED Moleskine! woohoo!! I've always wanted a red Moleskine! ♥
But now I'm having a hard time to actually start writing in it. hahahha!

Nothing much to tell really. I'm finally feeling the tiredness from working. The work itself isn't so tiring, but the fact that I worked for 3 days then one day off then work for another day and today is another day off and tomorrow I'll be working, and there'll be one day off and then 3 days of work.
ughh! nuts.
I need more than just one day off.
I'm getting tired and it's leading me to become moody and distant from my own boyfriend.

APAKAH?!
This isn't the life I intended to live.
This isn't how I wanted to feel.
So.. I NEED MY REST!!

8 comments:

H said...

wah dah boleh komen semula..

bf baru ke nih sape?

lil^witch said...

certain posts je takleh komen.. yang lain boleh.

and yes for the question :P

H said...

aiyaiyai... who is he...

lil^witch said...

crew juga..
same class during training.

H said...

ah... same ol story everywhere.. good luck with that~ and do tell when you're comin here. ive extended my stay for 2 more years lulz

lil^witch said...

haha thanks.
and will do.. but I have no idea when that'll be.

H said...

why are you not on skype anymore? >:|

anyway usually how long does it takes to get to fly ovahseas?

lil^witch said...

I'm not on skype because I'm not home long enough to chat with anyone..

overseas, depends. right now I only know things about Boeing 737.. hopefully in a few months I'll get to learn about airbus.. that one can go up to Incheon.

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