EPPY BIRTHDAY JC~!!

Okay.. so he's not my friend.. But I'm wishing him his birthday anyways~!
Sorry for the long silence.. truth is, I did type some stuff out.. but in my offline-written blog-lah! (you can go to 'archived blogs' and see it if you like) heehee~ Been going back home constantly nowadays... Asyik asyik amek gamba kat luar.. dah alang alang tu balek ajelah~! ekkeke!
Another good thing why I didn't update the blog as frequently as I used to is 'coz my mood is quite crappy-lah~! Getting more and more like Harry Potter in #5.. (quite a temper he got!) Just, I don't appreciate people talking to me like I'm a stupid nutcase or making lame jokes that only makes me wanna slap 'em. Pleaaaaaaseee~!!
So the final's coming up... rase nak pengsan! Can't really think of anything much.. otak dah tepu~~
Yesterday was neat though.. Hung out with BJ honey and Ana baby.. ekkeke!! Don't know why I'm calling them that!! 5 hours.. just in HB3!! ekkeke!! Pelik tak? It was like when we were in Alpha again.. hanging about like we have nothing to worry about, at all! Talking and talking.. yapping and yapping.. laughing and crapping.. Seems like I could've just forget about everything... But when I got to my room again, I have to admit.. I was at ease with my works.. but the effect fades out so soon!! Sedih sangat!! I like things as they were back then.. I want things to be as they were!! I wish things are!! But I know it'll never happen!! 'Coz things are what they are... huwaaAaAaa!! So I'm left with my own words to a friend some while ago...
If the relationship is as strong as you thought it is.. nothing should come in it's way...
So I fooled myself back then.. Thinking that friends will stay as long as you live.. when the truth is.. THEY HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN TALKING TO YOU LA WANIEEE~!!!
Bluerghhh~ See!! I really hate this!! I didn't want to tell you how a mental case I am these days but I end up telling, anyways!!

I've been driving for an hour
Just talkin' to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
And it's keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
Cos I don't wanna waste another moment
Saying things we never meant to say

And I take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between, I'll know
Everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me, you'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

All the talks are overrated
You're not sayin' how you feel
So you end up watchin' chances fade
And wonderin' what's real

And I give it just a little time
I wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till i see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between, I'll know
Everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me, you'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

Shall I whisper in the dark?
Hopin' you hear me?
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between, I'll know
Everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me, you'll see
Everything is alright
~*Breathe; Michelle Branch