Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Lagu hit MCR tahun 2007.

I honestly can't recall how to be happy anymore.
I am not PMSing.
I am simply pissed-off 24/7.
Everything that anyone says or does are simply dull and unimportant. And I know that I don't sound too smart either.. surely.
I want to die.
I really do.
This is really.. just too boring to handle.
I know what I'm about to say is going to sound wrong (even after when I said that I wanted to die) but I kinda wish for a heart attack at this very second. Seems fitting with the ache in my chest anyway. You know.. while I'm aching, might as well just have a heart attack.
You are welcomed to ignore my twisted logic by the way.

I'm sick of things not going my way.
I'm sick of feeling like I messed up when it's someone else's screw up.
I'm tired of growing up.. or growing old.
I'm plain fed up with being responsible.. or feeling like the only person that cares.. about anything. I want a freakin' lobotomy.
My head feels heavy.
Perhaps I'll die of a stroke.
That seems pretty fitting too.

I'm pretty sure that if I commit suicide that you'll find my note in this blog. Really.
Hmmm.. does that sound too morbid?
Well, I am morbid. Just because I haven't written anything of the likes in a while, doesn't mean that I've changed.

I don't think love will ever change me.
If I were a Beast, no amount of love would turn me into a beautiful princess -- no matter how I wish it would.
If I were a Frog, no kiss would turn me back into human form -- no matter how I hope it would.

I feel like a witch that had tricked the world to believe that she was a beautiful maiden with a spell.
And now this witch is too tired to keep up with that spell.


alipe said...

Sedih tak kalau i ckp my android taklew scroll down your blog nak baca your entry. Dah jadi not so smart phone... sob sob

Monkey's Bunny said...

Not your fault..
I can't even scroll with my bb. I suppose it's the html code.

If you go here;
Boleh baca, but takleh comment lak.

Kang ada I gatal buat my blog 'for mobile' lak! Bahahahahahha!!

alipe said...

Tukar template pleaseee :p

Monkey's Bunny said...

I'd rather do one for mobile..
Template ni terlalu best untuk ditukar. Hahahahaha!

alipe said...

Nooooooooooooo.... change to somethin that i can view laaaaa...

Monkey's Bunny said...

Chet.. When I meant for mobile, means exactly that lah

alipe said...

Oppsy doopsy :p

Monkey's Bunny said...

So for now kalau nak baca saje, just go here je yee :)

Monkey's Bunny said...

Wooots.. Guess who has her blog on mobile view now?


*scroll scroll scroll*

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