Saturday, May 02, 2009

I need..

HELP.

It brings me heart ache everytime I think about what I need.
It's heartbreaking when I need more than what I can have.
Why must we need more?

So last night I figured that holiday breaks is not meant for me.
I am destined to wear myself out so I wouldn't have the time to THINK about things that would make me happy -- while I realize how unhappily incomplete I really am.
Just get busy, and be too tired that I just plop myself in bed and fall asleep.
And forget.

I hate myself when I'm alone.
It's not like I actually need to have people around me constantly.
I just need a constant distraction that would take my mind off of myself.

9 comments:

Alif Iskandar Tareh said...

i think you really need a pet, a cute little furry animal. cats maybe, rabbit ke. to keep you occupied and happy maybe.

lil^witch said...

nah.. I'd be more stressed with all the poo I should clean up.
plus.. if I have a pet, I'll be constantly reminded of what it represents -- some form of substitution for love.

Alif Iskandar Tareh said...

in that case, then you need a hobby! try digital photo... or maybe belajar main guitar ke... writing deep stuff ke..

lil^witch said...

hahhaha. I do all those three listed :P
sangat tak berkesan to take my mind off things. somehow my thoughts are reflected in everything that I do.. bosan.

Alif Iskandar Tareh said...

therefore... turn those deep and meaningful words into songs... men guitar sekali... :) ble jadi michelle branch! :P

Girl that jumps said...

hahahha.. i dah ade twitter! lembab kannnn.. well.. this is my attempt to start "writing" again.. hope it lasts. hello wanie

lil^witch said...

Bahijaaahhh!! yayy!!
miss youuuuuu!!!
*hugs*

★ whoaamello ★ said...

We're human beings... we'll always require distraction(s).


Ooh! Is that something shiny I see?! =D LOL.

lil^witch said...

lol Melissa :P

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