Saturday, May 02, 2009

I need..


It brings me heart ache everytime I think about what I need.
It's heartbreaking when I need more than what I can have.
Why must we need more?

So last night I figured that holiday breaks is not meant for me.
I am destined to wear myself out so I wouldn't have the time to THINK about things that would make me happy -- while I realize how unhappily incomplete I really am.
Just get busy, and be too tired that I just plop myself in bed and fall asleep.
And forget.

I hate myself when I'm alone.
It's not like I actually need to have people around me constantly.
I just need a constant distraction that would take my mind off of myself.


Alif Iskandar Tareh said...

i think you really need a pet, a cute little furry animal. cats maybe, rabbit ke. to keep you occupied and happy maybe.

Monkey's Bunny said...

nah.. I'd be more stressed with all the poo I should clean up.
plus.. if I have a pet, I'll be constantly reminded of what it represents -- some form of substitution for love.

Alif Iskandar Tareh said...

in that case, then you need a hobby! try digital photo... or maybe belajar main guitar ke... writing deep stuff ke..

Monkey's Bunny said...

hahhaha. I do all those three listed :P
sangat tak berkesan to take my mind off things. somehow my thoughts are reflected in everything that I do.. bosan.

Alif Iskandar Tareh said...

therefore... turn those deep and meaningful words into songs... men guitar sekali... :) ble jadi michelle branch! :P

Girl That Jumps said...

hahahha.. i dah ade twitter! lembab kannnn.. well.. this is my attempt to start "writing" again.. hope it lasts. hello wanie

Monkey's Bunny said...

Bahijaaahhh!! yayy!!
miss youuuuuu!!!

SGRMSE. said...

We're human beings... we'll always require distraction(s).

Ooh! Is that something shiny I see?! =D LOL.

Monkey's Bunny said...

lol Melissa :P

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