Thursday, November 06, 2008

Je ne sais pas.

Sometimes I don't even know why I say the things that I say. It's like word-vomit. You can't exactly keep it in, and when it's out you definitely can't take it back.
I wonder if it will ever get easier; to not speak the truth for the sake of not sounding like a mad-woman even though you'd already feel like one.
I wonder if I will ever be any wiser.
I hope I would.

I wonder if having a stone for a heart is a requirement for one to become wiser.
ah, obviously as I say that.. at the very moment I thought of those very words, I have made myself pretty apparent to the fact that I am not wise. Very far from it, unfortunately. sigh.
This is tiring.

To be wanting.. and not having.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I was stripped of all wants but I'm not sure that it would be life at all.

Currently listening to: Lenka - Anything I'm Not
(Lifelogger is being lame.)


Jangteh said...

Don't worry about what other people think of you. If you ask opinions from 10 people, you will get 10 different responses. Be free. Write what you feel.

Monkey's Bunny said...

I don't worry about what ANY people would think of me. I only care for the thoughts of those I care about.
And I do write what I feel.. most of the time anyway.. but sometimes there is a need to say things than just write about it.

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