Grey's Anatomy.

Alright, I know the first season has ended back in Malaysia. I was following it a while back, and then I kept missing it and last thing I knew, it wasn't on the day as it was supposed to anymore. So I guessed, it has ended! Right?

So anyways, here in the Netherlands.. it was the episode after Meredith made that speech to Shepard. The one that she said, "Pick me!" *sigh* I just can't believe he picked his STUPID WIFE!! urghhh!! It's stressing me out!! I can't believe Meredith's speech didn't work! It should've worked! Why won't it work?? After she had plainly told him what she felt.. why won't he pick her??? Man, that is just messed up! It totally threw off everything I knew. I thought I knew. It's just too sad that I could cry! Really I could! How could he??

I hate men. I really do! They're a big mystery. They're like a universe-sized, massive, jumbled, pile of questions. I hate them. Questions are a menace! And yet it intrigues my curiosity. Damn men.. People like Shepard makes me lose hope on love. They really do. Maybe I should just call it quits.. love will never work!

Yes..
I am stressing over something that I had watched on television.
Please don't tell me that I'm being silly again. I just am, and I well know that. It's time that you should too.

Forgot to show you the magic trick Dida did yesterday!
The key to this trick, is to have the fire on the oven really big and place a pan-full of oil in it. Just walk away from it.. forget, and voila!


**UPDATE!** Woensdag, April 12th, 8:55am
Okay, didn't exactly got enough sleep but my sister was too noisy as she was getting dressed for work so I had to get up - at 7:30am!!! *grunts*

Was looking around and found out that I had got my facts wrong. The Grey's Anatomy I saw last night was in fact the 5th episode of the second season. huhuu. whoops! My bad. So I suppose it was some sort of a spoiler to some of you.
And still.. here's Meredith's speech last week. Thought I'd share it with everyone.
"I lied. I’m not out of this relationship. I’m in. I’m so in it’s humiliating because here I am begging ... Okay here it is. Your choice. It’s simple. Her or me. And I’m sure she’s really great. But Derek, I love you.. in a really, really big.. pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window.. Unfortunate way that makes me hate you.. love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me."
And it didn't work!!