Sunday, November 09, 2003

"Kenape Wanie bad mood ?"

That was the most repeated question I've heard tonight! And these are some possible answers :
a. maybe I was tired
b. maybe I was bored of something
c. maybe I had too many things in my head
d. maybe I was simply upset about something that I just can't talk about

Stupid mamak can't make a simple iced Milo! Just like adding fuel onto an open flame. I was urged to do some 'scene' right there but only resort to not touching the glass anymore and pay for it. I can be stupid sometimes, huh? I should've just did what my head told me.. Pour out the whole glass onto the floor and hide the glass somewhere in the bushes. At least that would worth the RM1.40 that I paid! Stupid mamakss!! (no offence to those who's reading this.. I'm just upset with the mamak at the place where we had our sahur)
Open flame.. yeah, I don't know what caused that. It just ticked.
Bad.. our good-lookin' model for the day.. hehh!'Coz honestly, the night started pretty good. Went to the studio and shoot some photographs. Bahijah managed to get Bad for the portrait pics.. and Dzayed was in there for a couple of while. Messed around with some things.. Made noise.. Just a normal.. good.. evening. Oh, our (Bahijah, Asha, Ana and myself) studio time was with Dar, Azarul and their group of friends.. Sorry fellas for making too much noise. My voice could be the last thing you guys wanted to hear.. huhuu~
Musz called while I was in the studio. Gosh, I miss her loads. Wish I could see her right now. Felt like seeing someone who really really knew me even to the rotten core. The fact that I never tried to impress her in any way. The fact that she's the only one person that stinks as bad as I do. :) The one person that can upset me so badly but make me ever so happy. My bestest school years were spent with her. And if anyone can really talk bad about me, she's one! My evil half.. Miss ya' very very much!!!
Then went to see The Matrix Revolution.. won't say much about it here.. not gonna spoil it for those who haven't seen it. :) If you like to know what I think about it, ask me personally! :p Three things though.. First, I hate the way Agent Smith mocked about love. Though I do not know much about love.. it's just annoying how he kept dissing about it to Neo. Two, the graphics were pretty great! Though.. I hated the fact that Neo and Agent Smith kept flying around.. maybe they ought to consider to be in a Harry Potter movie instead. Three.. I am SO going to get bored of Elrond if he's in the next installment of The Lord Of The Rings.. enough of it Agent Smith!! Bluerghhh~!
The movie was in 2 hours, by the way.
mcm cute lak muka masam..huhuu~Thanks Ana for stopping by.. Thanks Bahijah for trying to cheer me up.. Thanks Asha for asking... and thanks Dzayed for asking me to smile.. :)
Gosh!! Why am I still having such a mood about this!! "This" that I don't even know! I am just SO pissed!! grRrRR!!
I need a hug.. right this moment. But there's really no one right here that I can hug. The people that I'm thinking of hugging is either not here.. or I'm not supposed to hug 'em. hehhe.. :)
Sometimes I can be happily wondering.. but most of the days I'm just wondering wondering.. Can't stop wondering.. Wondering if wondering is my fate.. Wonder if I'll ever stop wondering. Wondering if I'll stop wondering when I finally get bored. But what if I'll never get bored?
Time should tell, then.. right? And by the way.. I AM loving these things I'm wondering at the moment. I don't mind this at all.. just the fact that I'm wondering too much, and no one knows what I am really wondering..
It's full moon outside...

Sway by Runga Bic

Don't Stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and only to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
And still in so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweets in every afternoon

Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
Now it all turns sour, come sweets in every afternoon
It's time tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you


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