Wednesday, June 09, 2004

insecurity is the road to insanity

lily was right after all.. i was looking for security..
'coz right now i feel like i'm going insane.

i don't know why or how.. but things are unbearable these days.
you know that feeling you get when you ate something foul, you feel like throwing up? i feel like i should, but somehow i couldn't!
so i am left here to swallow that everything foul.

bodohkah saye?
gile kah saye?
bermimpi sajakah wanie?

kamoshirenaiyo ne. (maybe)
i never knew, i say..

rase sangat alone pula di malam ini.
i was only looking for someone to talk to.. even for the slightest moment, i wish to be happy to be talking to someone.. but that never happen.
so i must have been into a very deep slumber,
that simply drown me with beautiful dreams...

until i wake up.

still have loads to do, and i'm right here typing this crap feeling out.
i must be really stupid.

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