you DO know that nothing is NOTHING, right??

not that i'm telling you to see it the way that i do..
but i can't win over nothing, and i never knew if i'm something.. or even anything..!
i guess that kinda bugged me through the day.
not that i really NEED to know, but no one is telling me ANYTHING to make me feel any better. and that REALLY bothers me.

sorry.. sorry!!
(been saying this soo much these days!)
sorrryyyyyy!!!!
not trying to make you sound bad 'coz you're NOT! really, you're not.
haaiihh~ it's me yang always mengade lebey. hummph!

it's like.. since i haven't been talking to you since.. when? 11 hours ago? (idiot me!!) i've at least thought of calling for what.. 6 times, maybe? (really!!) and i'm beginning to think how ANNOYING i can really be!!! and i don't want to be annoying or nauseating, for that matters!!
i mean.. COME ON!!!!!!!!! mengadenye wanieeeee!!! bukan ade pape poonnnnn!! aaAaAaAaAAaaAAa!!! *menjerit seperti gila*
thus, concludes to this post since i think rosie is NAUSEATED by my rantings. (sorry rosie! thanks, though!)

yes.. yesss.. i AM crazy. i don't know when this all started but i am getting VERY crazy lately. aaAAaaaAaAaAaAA!!
that would be why i just need a good KICK.

i really need something to distract my mind from thinking about you so much. or better yet, flush out the rest of my airtime credit of rm15 so i couldn't possibly be considering to call you up after enduring an hour and half of Alien 3 just because i was scared. (i think i was lame.. wasn't i?)

sorry.. sorry..
it wasn't my place to talk like this.. or even feel like this.
i just happen to be a silly little girl that crossed your way, i suppose...

okay! can't think of any song that relates best to this post other than this one.
Dream Of Me by Kirsten Dunst

Let me sleep
For when I sleep I dream that you are here
You're mine
And all my fears are left behind

I float
On air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies

So let me close my eyes

And sleep
Perchance, to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this

So let
The moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me

I hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
A dream away

So let
The moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me

Oh...dream of me

..and sorry for publishing this lame post anyways! i can't remember why i started typing on the first place. feel free to delete it if you please..
gudnite, yahh?
sorry!