Tuesday, January 14, 2003

Excuse me.. is there ANY way I can erase the things I have in my mind? Demm, I am SO tired of thinking of stupid.. stupid stuff. Yes, I admit that I've been thinking about stupid stuff lately.. Stupid me! It's stupid and my stupid mind STILL wants to think about it! How thick can a person get?? Urrghh!! I feel like such a sore loser! I gotta let go!! Hihhi.. I banged my head on the table in Maths just now. My heart kept whispering the stuff I'd LOVE to forget.. Huuu.. so tired... can't even concentrate what Juliza said.. but somehow I did get the lectures.. Hehh.. lucky me.
Kenape rase cam tengah exagerrating stuff ek? Am I? I was fine then.. So kenape skarang cam rase lain? Mengade nyeerrrr!! Menyampah kat diri sendrik. Kadang-kadang rase okay.. my mind, clear from any irrelevant stuff. Tapi kenape ade some points, I just can't bare!! Penaaaaaat... I'm just so tired of all this crap.
Wondering though.. will this point of my life change me forever? I know I've changed from my old self. And I know somehow I can't get back to where I was from.. Trapped again.......

Current song : Don't Speak by No Doubt
Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry


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